禱告

祢答應我  You will lead me on....

累炸...

如題....怎麼會那麼累

火燒厝...

火開的很大  燒我煉淨我

祢在我們建的房屋上燒大火 只為了試驗各人的工程
留下屬永恆的建造
我知道這一切都只是過程  祢要給賞賜的過程...


    "If the fire puts an end to any man's work, it will be his loss: but he will get salvation himself, though as by fire." 1 Corinthians 3:15    

良人啊 良人....

我最近覺得我需要談戀愛了....
哈  我想了老半天要怎樣寫我的opening 比較婉轉
看來  坦白比較適合我

     "Now I say this for your profit; not to make things hard for you, but because of what is right, and so that you may be able to give all your attention to the things of the Lord. " 林前7;35

祢的橡皮擦...

I just don't know what to do.
生活裡很多瑣事發生 天天夜夜  如此快 如此 overwhelming
常常讓我來不及反應
 從小到大的很多經歷 讓我心裡面有很多傷口
但因著自己的個性  常逼著自己要有答案
"孩子阿 妳知道嗎  我不要妳有答案  我只要妳單單來到我面前
因為我有愛的橡皮擦 我要用我愛的橡皮擦 擦掉那些這世界在妳身上畫的纏累 恢復我造妳的榮美"
孩子阿 我最初的本意 就是要用我愛的橡皮擦 讓妳恢復成潔白無虧損的紙張

用祢看我....

" For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb. Praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your work is so wonderful, I know that full well." Psalms 139; 13-14
這經節 看過不知多少次  但心裡總是有疑問  
"我都不滿意我自己了 ,  祢怎麼能? "
祢提醒了   是的  I have so much self-rejection, competition, self-pity,and even false-humility
" Honey, do you know that you are wonderfully made?" He asked.
我一直都知道   但是 我不相信